Shingles, Surprises, and Sheeshes

Marshall has felt so well- the best I have seen him since he was diagnosed with ALL a year and a half ago. His blood counts have also been superb- his neutrophil number was the same as mine last week! The P.A. and doctor here told us that Marshall could go without his acyclovir and his mask and fly home for a few weeks while he had his mandatory break from the blinatumomab.

Well we took it and ran! We flew home on a Saturday without telling any family or friends. Julie did know I was coming (not Marshall) and I told Kelly because if anything went wrong I wanted someone to know.  We wanted to be able to enjoy time with family and friends while Marshall felt so well because we know from experience as soon as we are back for transplant he probably won't be able to do much. Also. Marshall had some trasplant work up he needed to do while we were in Salt Lake.

On Saturday Cyndi told the Jensen fam that if they wanted to do a video for Miracle for Marshall that was going to happen this was their chance. So after we surprised Tyrel at our house,

we headed to West Valley to surprise Marshall's parents in the middle of their interview with Cyndi. We stayed at a park a block and a half away until Tyrel texted us the code text to come. I wish I had that video, but we do have when we surprised Melanie. The next day we went to Barry and Julie's. Barry said he wasn't surprised because this is totally Marshall's nature. I agree with him wholeheartedly. After Marshall was diagnosed last year I told him I could go the rest of our lives without any more surprises, but Marshall loves to surprise! Let's hope he surprises all the doctors and beats this leukemia even after relapse.

Our next surprise was to drive to Miracle for Marshall in Idaho on Monday that was put on by my marvelous McKee family! YES we are blessed to have such marvelous friends and family. $7,000 was raised and we thank each and everyone that bid on items in the silent auction in Utah and Idaho and who have donated to our fund to help Marshall have a miracle! I wish I had my other computer with pictures and videos Brielle gave me, but you can check out more about Miracle for Marshall here: http://mattandbriellehunt.blogspot.com/2013/05/miracles-for-marshall.html

 

I also got to have some fun while I was in Utah! My wonderful sister in law Julie wrote an essay about our story and I won a Mother's Day makeover called the Beauty of Mom from Lunatic Fringe salon in Sugar House. They darkened and thinned out my hair. I actually wouldn't mind having a fro so I'm still getting used to the lighter feeling. It's nicer in Texas that's for shizzle!

That night we went to Alex's preschool graduation! I remember how small he was when I first met him and I am such a proud aunt for what a smart little boy he is! His teacher will have a challenge challenging him!

 

Kezzy sure loves his aunt Julie and cousins! I'm glad they have a special bond even if it was so hard on us to leave him behind when we first went to Texas.

While we were in Utah and in between Marshall's transplant work ups we also had a small birthday party for Kezman since we won't be able to do that afterward. I was so glad that Grandpa and Grandma Reese were able to join us for the occasion.

 

 

 Special thanks to Brielle for making such a cute Thomas the train cake! Kez loves trains! Marshall couldn't wait and put up the train banner in the morning and when Kezzy saw it when he woke up he was ECSTATIC! Shaking and pointing all day saying Choo Choo mommy choo choo! Also thanks to Sterling who helped Kezman blow out his candles. Kez is my careful boy when it comes to things like eating cake and blowing out fire and I am just fine with that. So glad we were able to celebrate with family and friends there and can't wait to celebrate on an even smaller level again.                

We have amazing neighbors in Woods Cross that helped us with our backyard and plant some tomatoes  and flowers the Saturday we were home. I hope they are alive and well when we get back :)!

 One of my best friends who is living in Wyoming but is in the process of moving to Washington state called me late one night saying she was driving to Primary Children's for her baby girl with her sister in law. We went to visit her while she was there and thanks to the Mortensens she even got some yummy dutch oven food that we brought to her at the hospital. Her little girl is great and I am lucky to have amazing mommies to look up to and hope to be like someday! It was also great to see our wonderful friends Matt and Megan, Teri, the Weilers, the Mortensens, and the Goalens while we were home and everyone else I didn't list we love you all!

Well as if we didn't have enough on our plate Melanie and I decided last minute to run the Woods Cross 5K on Memorial day. I am glad I woke up to do it because our awesome neighbor Styles won an award and was giving his speech at the service AND they were raising funds for our wonderful friends in Moore, Oklahoma who's house was leveled by the tornado! I met Chris Goelz at BYU-Idaho and took a trip with him to California my freshman year to visit the awesome Hunter family in Gridley. 

Tyrel was just trying to get more picture of his lovely wife Melanie and I was photo bombing his photos. Ha! Sorry. On top of all that my amazing sister-in-law Melanie loves interior design and is going to change up the house a bit while we are away for the next month. Love you Melanie!!

Well for better or for worse we are now back in Texas. At the moment I would lean toward the worse. We expected Marshall to be in the hospital for 3 days as he starts his second biotherapy regimen to keep the cancer in remission until transplant. They biopsied him agan as part of the study curriculum and afterward they found a rash growing near his biopsy spot. We found out it is shingles and is most likely from his previous donor's chicken pox when he was little. It has been a year since his first transplant now and Marshall has not yet received the vaccinations he will need.  I was glad Kez and I stayed in a nearby hotel while this was going on.

They released Marshall yesterday, but 2 days after he started the BITE again, he was feeling under the weather. They tested him and he's positive for parainfluenza. Kez also started with similar symptoms just a little while after Marshall had them. So today Marshall went into MD Anderson by himself since Kez is not allowed in or near because he is sick while I stayed home with Kez.  Good thing one of us has a good immune system! We were expecting a bag change and blood count review today as usual. They noticed his shingles have spread on his thigh so they are admitting him to give him IV meds instead of just treating it with pills. As I sit here typing he has been sitting in a waiting room for 3 hours. Oh sheesh!

Happy Transplant Birthday to Me

One Year ago today I underwent my first bone marrow transplant. The procedure was nearly the same as a blood transfusion - they just hooked me up to a bag and drip by drip I received those magical stem cells. If I remember correctly, they gave me a hefty dose of Benadryl and I was pretty well out of it for the rest the afternoon.

Transplant Day 2012

This year my transplant is scheduled for July 5th. Luckily the preparatory regiman (chemo and radiation) is not as intense so hopefully I won't be as sick post transplant. This being the case, I won't have to stay in the hospital unless I spike a fever or have some other unforeseen issue.

I have begun my second cycle of Bite here at MD Anderson. No fevers this time, not yet anyway. My research nurse told me not to expect them because being in remission there are not any lymphoblasts (cancer) for the medicine to help destroy. As long as my condition remains stable I am scheduled for discharge tomorrow afternoon. Then it's back to life with the eternal fanny-pack.

Right now Amanda and Kezman are staying at the hotel across the street. I can see their building from my room - it's the third one on the left in the background (the short one). That gigantic arm on the adjacent building is just my reflection off the window in my room. How cool would it be if everyone outside could see it!

I had a neat experience sharing some of my music yesterday. The patient in the room next to me complained about my incessant guitar playing. Apparently she had a chemo headache and I totally understand - no hard feelings here. Running out of options I suited up and headed for the lobby on 24th floor. There I was able to play in solitude, that is until my new friend Lori showed up with a couple of her friends. They came dancing around the corner and we jammed out for a while and swapped cancer stories.

Strangely the elevator to the 24th floor goes straight from 24 to 22. I asked one hospital worker and they weren't sure what they do on the 23rd floor. I have my own hypothesis though... 

Alien experiments - how else are they finding all these creative new immuno-therapies? I mean come on, "Blinatumomab" - that doesn't sound very human to me!

Kezman's First Week in Houston

Last Thursday my mother flew down to Houston and brought Kezman. It had been nearly a month since we had last seen our boy. It feels so good to have our family together. My last blog post was pretty wordy, so I decided to entertain you with some pictures :)

Amanda was extremely anxious!

Reunited at last!

Stealing Mommy's Breakfast.

Fun at the Zoo.

A brand new exhibit :)

Look at that!

Playing with Celeste.

Playing in the sand.

Driving the grocery cart.

Mom's sun glasses are cool!

So good to be back together!

A special thank you to John and Sheralyn, and the rest of ya'll Houstonians who have reached out to help us! 

BlinatumomAwesome!

I have often prayed for remission in my life. Only recently has it been for my cancer to be in remission. As they have been previously, my prayers were answered again. My most recent bone marrow aspirate revealed that I have reached complete remission. That means there is no trace of cancer! Pretty remarkable considering that I had only undergone two weeks of Blinatumomab treatments prior to the biopsy; it took me five months of chemotherapy to reach remission last year!

We received the news on Tuesday afternoon. That morning at breakfast I was approached by a sweet woman I now know as Janice. She approached me and declared, "I'm supposed to pray with you!" A little surprised I stammered, "Okay... ya, that'd be great." She explained that she had an impression that she was to pray for someone that morning and when she saw me she knew I was the one. Standing in the cafeteria and holding hands in a circle with me and my wife, she prayed for us. She prayed that my cancer would be eliminated and that Jesus Christ would heal me.

How right she was! Only minutes later I received a voice mail from my doctor stating he could meet with me early if I was available. We headed straight up to the leukemia floor. The PA came in beaming; we told her we hadn't heard anything on my biopsy, she happily reported that the test revealed I was in complete remission. I felt much like I did when I first found out that I had cancer - it took a few days to set in.

At this point we have decided to go through with the second bone marrow transplant in Salt Lake City. While they are finding a donor I will remain in Texas and undergo one more cycle of Blinatumomab to maintain remission. We estimate the date for my transplant to be at the end of June or beginning of July.

Keep A-Goin'!

I started my high dose Blinatumomab yesterday at about noon and so far I haven't had any fevers or chills. My face is a bit flush again so Amanda thinks they are on the way. Only time will tell.

Hat's off to the miles to give team! I wrote a song for them the day after the Music for Marshall benefit and Landon had them post it right on the main page of their website! Check it out: Miles2Give

On Monday I went to the exercise class. When I got there everyone was sitting in chairs and stretching while someone played the harp. I sat down and joined them. It was very relaxing. I was thinking if this is exercise I am in! Then the instructor told us is was time for our last stretch and then she was turning the time over to someone else. Then we actually had to exercise... bummer.

We celebrated AJ's Birthday on Tuesday, and thanks to some kind hearted Houstonians, namely Michelle Cotton and Kristy Stoddard, we had a decent little evening with cake and presents and all the fun stuff!

Earlier in the day I took AJ to lunch at the fanciest restaurant in the hospital. She looked so lovely with her hair put up I had to snap a photo. The next morning I attempted a pencil sketch of it for her. This is what happens when I try to practice "Marshall Art"...

I call it the, 'Manda-Lisa' 

I've been trying to read from the "best books" as we are counseled in section 109 of the Doctrine and Covenants. A book of poetry given to me by a surprise visitor last week (if you read the last blog entry she is my cousin's, husband's, sister's, neighbor's, dogs previous owner's, aunt). 

Okay maybe just stop after the first three associations but even then it's a bit complicated. I've enjoyed thumbing through selected works from Emerson, Thoreau, Whitman, Shakespeare, and many others. I particularly enjoyed the following down to earth versus penned by Frank L. Stanton:

"If you strike a thorn or rose,

Keep a-goin'!

If it hails or if it snows,

Keep a-goin'!

'Taint no use to sit an' whine

When the fish ain't on your line;

Bait your hook an' keep a-tryin' -

Keep a-goin'!

When the weather kills your crop,

Keep a-goin'!

Though 'tis work to reach the top,

Keep agoin'!

S'pose you're out o' ev'ry dime,

Gittin broke ain't any crime;

Tell the world you're feelin' prime -

Keep agoin'!

When it looks like all is up

Keep a-goin'!

Drain the sweetness from the cup

Keep a-goin'!

See the wild birds on the wing,

Hear the bells that sweetly ring,

When you feel like surgin, sing - 

Keep a-goin'!

We received the exciting news that if all goes well I can leave the hospital and begin outpatient treatment on Monday! More exciting however, is that my Mother is coming to visit next Thursday and she is bringing Kezman with her! It's a good thing too because I think he's starting to miss his Mommy and Daddy.

I don't know bout' the rest a ya'll, but I'm-a keep a-goin till then, an' after that I'mna keep a-goin' some more!

Fevers, Sideburns, and Handwriting Samples

We checked into MD Anderson on Tuesday night and started the Blinatumomab on Wednesday afternoon. My room here really is nice, it almost seems more spacious than the hotel we stayed at for the first few days. They rebuilt this wing a little over a year ago so everything is shiny and new.

Every day I provide a handwriting sample to see if I'm experiencing tremors or neuropathy in my hands. My penmanship has never been that great - good luck to the handwriting analysts! Check out all the warning labels on the Blinatumomab. Nice eh?

If the therapy is successful in bringing me into remission, I will have to undergo some pretty intense chemotherapy in order to completely hollow out my bone marrow and eliminate my immune system. This will prepare my body for a second bone marrow transplant. This time we can't use radiation. Initially I was excited about this (radiation was not kind to me) but that only means I have to endure chemotherapy with a higher toxicity. 

If that doesn't kill me (sorry but that's the truth) then we move for a second bone marrow transplant. Transplants have a 99% success rate of grafting, but transplants after relapse only have a 25% chance of keeping someone in a long lasting remission. Not odds you want to take to Vegas, but we don't have much other choice.

Yesterday was pretty exciting I started getting red in the cheeks and then fevers and chills. Last night my fever hit 103 - I soaked through two shirts! The good news is that Tylenol seems to be working in bringing the fevers down.

For some reason only my sideburns are growing in. If I put on a baseball cap it looks like a have a head of hair underneath - I wish I could grow some huge lamb chops and really pull a gag, but that's probably not going to happen right away.

Had a neat visit yesterday, try to follow this; my cousin Mindy's, Husband's, Sister lives in a suburb of Houston and printed out some family pictures for us. She even framed them so we could put them around the room. It feels much better in here now. I can't wait to bring Kezman down when I get out of this joint, I miss that kiddo!

I pulled out my guitar and played her a couple songs and said, "That's all I can really give back right now." All I can say is wow, the kindness of others is truly humbling. I've been thinking a lot about the account recorded in the 2nd chapter of Mark regarding the man afflicted with palsy - a disease that caused night sweats, shaking and crippling of the limbs and often proved to be fatal.

Recently it was pointed out to me that there was no way this man could come to Jesus to be healed on his own, the record states that "four" carried him. When they arrived at the house it was too full to get him through the door - did they give up on their friend - no, they climbed up on the top of the house, pulled the roof apart and lowered him through! 

We often think of the miraculous healing that followed, but I want to focus on these four friends. What examples of charity, and faith! I want ya'll to know that you represent the four friends in my journey to be healed. I couldn't do this on my own, you have carried me, you have climbed the roof, you have lowered me down at the feet of my Savior. If it is His will I will be healed.